tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-48336551492482568462024-03-13T05:23:40.662-07:00Whispers of timeWhispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-72065523953888331372020-04-25T08:36:00.002-07:002020-04-25T08:38:21.314-07:00Carona Carona........ go away!Today is a nasty rainy day BUT i have a 4 day weekend to look forward to. can't go any where still as the Corona Virus19 is in mid sentencing. we are all on lock down or semi. we are to stay home and stay safe, only going out for essential items. food, drs. appts. all of the parks and beaches are closed down and you can't even get pass the barricades to them. we are going to celebrate Enjelles 41st birthday on this Sunday instead of the actual Tuesday that it is. we will continue with the 6ft distancing that is required to make all feel safe and it will be in the back yard under cover. weather permitting. i am still an essential worker so i have to continue to go into touchmark each day and be tested by temp and then hand sanitized before going to the time clock. we MUST wear out masks 8 hrs a day while at work and then i have home use ones for when i go out. over 50,000 Americans have died in the USA from this virus and it seems to keep duplicating! sounds very si-fy and we wonder how or who created it. other than China being the first out of Wuhan and then spreading all over! my family, enjelle blaine rosella bruce linda mike and sharon, steven, coy and tony, paul and bob, bob and rosa all seem to be well. Thank GOD for watching over each of us and it passing over us. Bless those that have lost loved ones due to Covid19.Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-1389072505009270102014-12-23T18:15:00.000-08:002014-12-23T18:15:03.206-08:00I'm going to have a Blue Blue Christmas without you.It's true. This year has been the worst year ever, that i can' remember. In May I would never have thought that this would be my last year to spend with my husband. I think back to all the things that we were able to do together and it seemed that we did it all. We enjoyed being together, not many hours would pass when we were apart that we didn't call each other just to see what or how each others day was going, passing along a thought or something we saw that the other would like. Making plans for a weekend outing. We were weekend warriors i told him. Our last anniversary we spent a whole week at the beach, crabbing, camping going to the pub at the local pitstop in Westport WA. for a pint for me and a pitcher for him. So many lovely things. Only to get a call from work in the afternoon, Thursday Oct 23, saying he was going to the ER with chest pains, there they looked him over and kept him over night to run tests every 4 hours and early Friday morning to do a stress test. Friday morning after doing all the tests and finding nothing and telling him to lower his bp with meds, lower his cholesterol with meds, and he may have just had a touch of acid reflux and told to return to work Monday. So we checked out finished the day relaxing after filling his medication scripts then went home. Saturday we did our usual up early and went garage saleing. it wasn't a bad day with rain but was a bit dreary and sunny. Sunday early morning he woke once again with chest pains and said he thought we had best go back to ER so after dressing we hurriedly drove back to ER and just before getting there he said he was fine and turn round. We only live 2 hours from the hospital so i said no, i will pull over for a second. and just after pulling over he says no, its coming back! So i did a u turn and turned into the ER and got him inside, then while he sat down i told the desk he had just been released and still had chest pains, the said well he will have to come back up here, i told her, he can't stand he is in pain! She only said there's a wheel chair out there. so i got it and he sat down and just as i wheel him up to the desk the receptionist said come back here, she then attempted to take his temp and i said he is cold it wont read, as it was taking longer than usual, just then my husband had a acute cardiac arrest right there infront of me and all things broke lose. Dr.s rushing in but it was to late. My love passed away and I am now living a life of limbo. I have finally figured out it isn't October anymore. Its not November and Thanksgiving has passed and now December is nearly out the door too. Christmas was his favorite time of year, He was the biggest kid even when there were actual kids around. He was always pushing me to open just one early.. just one... so most times i gave in as he was pleading and so proud. How could i say no to a Happy Childman. LOL I will miss him all my life. Its true.. we were one, soul mates, life long loves separated by two countries and had only 12 years to make up the years of not knowing each other. Penpals for a year and a half and then lovers for life. Souls do connect once in a while and I'll be waiting and watching for his signal that he is near. I miss you, my love. Sleep well while you can.Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-76127586110067001082014-05-15T11:30:00.001-07:002014-05-15T11:30:37.611-07:00JerkyWhile craving beef jerky due to this new hi-protein diet, i started searching just what is out there to make into jerky. I found you can use just about any type of meat! So after shopping for the cheapest cut of meat and finding a nice pork hunk, i think its like a carnita or small roast i froze it and thinnest sliced it to dry in my dehydrator. wow.... it turned out so good i may NEVER go back to beef jerky! I am currently looking for a small beef pot roast to repeat and see how i like that! You can use chicken breast, turkey breast, pork and of course the beefy stuff. Just a note. Anything you get pound wise will be only half the amount you start with. so 1lb will only hydrate to 1/2 lb.Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-46093926946348399902014-05-04T19:45:00.001-07:002014-05-04T19:45:18.879-07:00The remains of love lost. My how things change. Nothing remains the same. Love leaves marks on us that can never be erased. Love and pain go hand in hand. If one loves then one agrees to pain.Who's to say it is worth it. Love is blind to pain and pain is blind to love.Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-20109839458706823572013-11-16T19:37:00.001-08:002013-11-16T19:37:32.515-08:00Thanksgiving is for Thanks!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<i>Sometimes i get caught up in the act of Thankfulness without "giving Thanks" doing the fall baking, decorating the house and yard. But in the wee hours of the morning when sleep evades me, that is when i can say Thanks, no hurried messages, no clearing and cleaning, no phones ringing or ads catching my attention. Just the still quiet of the night that i can really count my blessings and say my Thanks to the only one that has allowed me to have all these beautiful things in my life. So as Thanksgiving approaches I am going to work at saying Thank you and Thanks for being who you are in my life. And if you are reading this, then i want to say "Thank you" for being my friend and have a wonderful Thanksgiving!</i>Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-19165566438833492702013-08-25T17:05:00.000-07:002013-08-25T17:07:41.564-07:00Fall~Time to changeso, yesterday makes it 11 years married. Lots of ups and downs, good and bad memories. Some things never change. Are we creatures of habit and not able to break away? I guess it is true if you don't learn from history you tend to repeat it. but then if you change what was one needs to create new. some halves never change on both sides so we are always different.<br />
Fall is coming and another birthday will be slipping by. Still not a grandma to keep my mind and body busy. still a empty nester with no one to pour out my love on and the one that i do, doesn't want to receive it. so, i am stuck in momentum with no place to go. gives more understanding to all dressed up and no place to go. how can change happen when there is no one or nothing new to change. do we just keep plodding along? what is the use of trying? why bother. because the want is there even as tiny as a mustard seed. only the strong survive. am i one of them? time will tell.Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-16287778467076300052013-08-12T19:22:00.001-07:002013-08-12T19:22:56.888-07:00Getting fruity<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Sat. Aug 10th </span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> Garage sale-ing </span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Norman found a new used canopy for his Ranger, only problem was it is white but it looks good on his truck. 30.00 is a steal! I found a shepherds hook for a hanging basket and a small trellis for $2.00 ea.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Found a Queen mattress and box spring on Craigslist that was in excellent condition! They wanted $180.00 and had just reduced the price to $80.00 but i offered 60 and she said IF you can come NOW! Good thing we had some painters plastic because after NO rain for so long,,,,, you guessed it.. it began to rain, luckily it was only 6 miles away so it didn't</span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> get to wet on the edges.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Sun. Aug 11th Bought my first fruit trees yesterday, one Jonagold and one Sweet Cherry tree. Went looking for a few flowers to pot up and ended up looking at the clearance section of the fruit trees. both were reduced from $30.00 to $7.50 and so after careful picking, chose the semi dwarf Jonagold and the sweet cherry that should only get as tall as the house. Came home and remembered we were going to pick blackberries this weekend and so after grabbing the buckets, rags and water, we took off to our sweet spot in Washougal WA. and picked for 2 hours and filled a 5 gal. paint bucket nearly full! Quitting time, thankfully but as we picked we could hear the RC modelers flying their planes and so we drove down the road a bit and parked up. Took a few pictures while Norman gave the guys a chin-wag. Came home and those berries were already wilting so i had to wash them and prep them for freezing right away. I told Norman I could not make dinner let alone a salad and he went for a pizza.. whew! Finished our pizza and hit the sack early (9 pm) to watch my shows. ahhh bed. :) </span><br />
<br />Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-68097162067049702412013-08-06T21:59:00.001-07:002013-08-06T21:59:12.952-07:00New views<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>Finished painting for Ed and his auto shop garage. 2500 sq ft and was a easy peasy job. Just had to go in and texture Saturday and then Sunday go back and top coat of paint and clean up and out. The job came in just the right time as i needed a new windshield and we were able to get a t.v stand for the living room. It looks beautiful!</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>Won't be long, 3 wks untill Dawn gets here and vacay.... yay! Summer has been wonderful. HOT HOT HOT and sunny. Even the brown grass is nice. Enjelle got a job but it is temporary right now. She also has had her second book published! She will be starting school in Sept to become a nutritionist. She was able to get full funding for full time! Another good thing. :) Can't have enough of those! Haven't seen Blaine and Katie much. Last time was on Katie's bday and Blaine says he will be over this week.... Another reason to smile. LOL. yay! </i></span><br />
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7 lbs 7 oz 20 inches long! and adorable~!Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-65088062540119951502012-10-22T19:52:00.000-07:002012-10-22T19:52:39.303-07:00Time for Trick or Treating!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<em><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Well here it is the second full day of Autumn and the leaves are definately falling. Its been busy on the weekends round here. Have gone to ceramics with my sister and her daughter and my daughter and made a few gems! Mine is a magicians cap for candies. it is so theraputic for those of us that seem to get caught up in the world. Just to sit and paint, talk abit and relax. </span></em><br />
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<em><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Planning my neices first baby shower and enjoying some party lite parties with the regulars. Trying to save for Christmas seems feeble right now. And my BIRTHDAY is coming up! Going to be the speed limit and i think i will like it! 55 seems like a good thing. Some call it double nickles i just call it. LOL. Well i think that covers my month. Hope you all enjoyed reading! </span></em>Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-78689695473277384932012-08-14T11:27:00.000-07:002012-08-14T11:27:05.470-07:00yay for dehydrating!Finally got my first batch of Pork jerky started and i am not to enthused. I really think the beef IS better because it has more fat content in it and the pork is pretty lean. But now i know and its ok but NOT the best i ever ate. THAT is buffalo beef jerky. Sweet, soft and yummy. Today I googled "how to dehydrate cantelope" and boy is it easy... so far. I am making very thin slices for cantelope chips and a bit thicker for a more "jerky". we shall see. I am excited to see if it turns out sweet enough or just chewy. I have 4 tray on my dehydrater and it has the settings for fruit, jerky,herbs, and one other with all the temp settings but no times. So it will be a check back and see thing. If it works out I may have to go on the hunt for more fresh fruit to put up or just to enjoy as and when i like. I will keep you all posted if you are reading this and are interested. Gotta go! Have fun and stay cool. Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-86427089296929194732012-02-05T20:52:00.000-08:002012-02-05T21:04:04.320-08:00Well here it is Feb. already! It has been beautiful lately and it has been inspiring me to do something! Any thing! Just do something and do it now! Trying to lose these extra pounds has been futal... i am not. I have been treading on the treadmill daily and watching what i eat most of the time but on the weekends i fail missreably! I have been doing alot of crocheting for friends and family. I will try to post pictures somehow. <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-KLRdKBI2Ajk/Ty9e6QRltqI/AAAAAAAAAQ4/k6dbly3B5Mg/s1600/SANY4503.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em"><img border="0" height="240" width="320" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-KLRdKBI2Ajk/Ty9e6QRltqI/AAAAAAAAAQ4/k6dbly3B5Mg/s320/SANY4503.JPG" /></a></div><br />
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All those that are with me, Please post! xoWhispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-3572494464465011702011-12-21T08:53:00.000-08:002011-12-21T08:53:42.126-08:00Twas the ....... ok 4 days b4 Christmas~Well here it is.. close to Christmas and almost the end of 2011. It has been a ok year but it could have been better! The year started out ok but by May it had really taken a turn for the worse. I wont go into it as it was nothing to do with death or anything of that nature, but I just coudn't move on. Had the worse depression I have ever had and just all around not happy. Thank God I have my kids living near by or I dont know what would have happened to me! The very best thing that happened this year is that my son asked his love to marry him and she said yes! (of course, who wouldn't want him he is perfect!)and after hearing and then reading his proposal and seeing the ring, I know i raised a good and compasionate son. I feel completed in that and the next jouney for me would be to be a Grandma! I get to love and hug and snuggle and shower the child with even more love than I was able to give to both my kids! So, like I said... this past year wasn't all bad! My daughter filled one of her dreams of getting a book published and that is something everybody talks about but never accomplishes and so she can now check that off her bucket list for life. My kitten is now a adult cat and gives me tons of Joy and knows just when to make me laugh and make me happy again. She deffinately was put here for me and I dont know what i would have done with out her little needy meow. I am still un-employed and looking occasionally. Even applied at the dollar tree and was not hired. The manager only said, well we dont need a housekeeper or a office assistant or a manager and so i should have known by that, that i would not be hired. I am happy not working, only wish there was more money to play more. like travel and more travel. and of course the WEDDING! I am blessed for sure. Its Christmas and a new Year. So here's to new begginings~Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-56651602217685065892011-02-02T14:33:00.000-08:002011-02-02T14:33:50.778-08:00TBcontinuedWell its Wednesday Feb 2nd and Pontsatawny Phil.. ( i know that is spelled wrong by you got it!) saw his didnt see a shadow or is it did see it? Either way, spring will be early this year! yay! it is totally beautiful today except that it was 25 degrees when i got up this morning! oh! and btw, the ball of fur on the chair out front, just happened to be a kitten! she is so adorable and a fisty lil girl. I love her and she sure has softened Norman up to her. She does rule this roost and she is so smart! she reaches up to the water faucet just as she has seem me do while getting her fresh water and will go to the cupboard as if to say, FEED ME or i will! lol. I changed the living room around a bit today so that i can see the backyard for a change and i think portia will like laying on the back of the reclyner so she can see out the front window too!Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-47301765749123034672011-02-01T16:41:00.000-08:002011-02-01T16:44:54.464-08:00Where has time gone!Wow. i just can't believe after reading my last blog that i left out that we had moved to a duplex in august! any way it is a nice duplex in the heights neighborhood on Boise St. We have a huge back yard and many little critters visit it! On Nov 11th or there abouts Norman went out on the front patio to have his smoke and found a tiny bundle of fur on his whicker chair all curled up into a small ball and so we have named her Portia. She has given me so much happiness that i can't believe that i have gone this long with out a pet. tbcontinued.........Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-78287522708721903752010-10-22T08:31:00.000-07:002010-10-22T08:32:28.418-07:00Who dat cat!We had a siomese cat looking in the window at the sliding door in the dining room and it was so funny bc he doesn’t belong here but he was so curious and about had his little pink nose to the glass, he had a distant stare in his eyes as if he was looking way way far down a lane and kept bobbing his head to the sides as if he could see something out there on the horizon! It was each step I took that he would repeat the process of his head bob, then all of a sudden he must have focused on the movement and startled himself with a quick dart off the porch but turned around to see if he was being chased! Silly cat couldn’t see I was only 3 ft away from him! I saw him sitting at the edge of the lawn under the junipertams later. I know he lives around the other side of the culdesac because I saw him prancing thru the lawns.Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-33751577217133351632010-10-22T08:19:00.000-07:002010-10-22T08:28:12.751-07:00It is Autumn<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_8mk9KbCF7lc/TMGtDIjuW-I/AAAAAAAAAKo/bY5avprpA8I/s1600/SANY2422.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_8mk9KbCF7lc/TMGtDIjuW-I/AAAAAAAAAKo/bY5avprpA8I/s320/SANY2422.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530892086736215010" /></a><br />its October~ And yet again i got this broncitus and sinus infection, it just snuck up on me! The weather is so lovely! Sunny and crisp! Had a craft day with Katie and Enjelle and i carved my pumpkin way to soon! my poor leaf pumpkin molded and fainted just a week after carving~Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-46627819979049328372010-09-27T11:34:00.000-07:002010-09-27T11:38:36.994-07:00Is this Autumn?wow today is Sept 27th and its supposed to be 82 with the rest of the week in the high 70s I am just catching up on Emails and watching some t.v Had my shower and have to do a bit of vacuming and dusting then i think i will get the crochetting out and do a bit more for Christmas gifts. My weight has me down. i've gained a few pounds but need to get back on the horse. Katie and Blaine painted the living room in their new apartment and it makes me want to get busy doing something too. lol. habve to get busy here.. will write again. sooner than the last entry! lol.Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-39165821805654570102010-06-22T11:17:00.000-07:002010-06-22T11:28:51.212-07:00Didnt quite make itWell its been fun but i basically shot myself in the foot with all the holidays. i am 204 and its nearly summer so i guess i will be changing my goal date to christmas LOL. need to loose 50 pounds and i should be happy. Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-82320844250179453092010-06-02T14:13:00.000-07:002010-06-02T14:17:42.705-07:00June 2nd 2010Today is the day that Katie moves in with Blaine, He is so happy and excited but yet worried that she will miss her family to much to want to stay. i hope and pray that she does because i dont think he or i could stand the pain if she had to return to Illinois. <br />Had a nice Memorial day bbq on the 31st with Enjelle and Blaine, NOrman and I and Ryan, Enjelle's boyfriend. Today i have done NOTHING, just basically sat and watched what ever i could find on the net. I just feel empty at times and can't bring myself out of it. its a complete waste of time and i know that but whats there to do about anything. no one really cares what the house looks like or what i have done. i dont have a car to drive round and get outta here so i just putter round here. i dont want a job either cuz i think i would really feel hemmed in. Its still raining outside and its supposed to rain the rest of the week too! how boring! ugh.Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-9281715822827512512010-05-26T16:49:00.000-07:002010-05-26T16:55:41.060-07:00Flat lined ughI am so sick of waiting for a few pounds to come off. i HAVE cheated a bit off and on but i am still not eating like i used to. The weather is so crappy out and ive not been able to walk like i should be and my right fooot has been paining me very much! My Dr. dr. Tse called today to say that my tsh rom yesterday wasnot very good and wanted to know what i am taking. my tsh is 4.97 and it is a bit high and so that could be why i am so tired all the time. im still waiting for her to call to tell me to come back in and get a new script. My Potassium is low and that could also be why i am so tired too. IDK.. so tired of being fat and tired.<br />I made a beautiful wreath today with some roses that i bought at a garage sale and it is gorgeous!<br />my weight Monday was 207 and i need to get down to at least 200 by memorial day.Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4833655149248256846.post-28663573128657260482010-03-05T16:39:00.000-08:002010-03-05T16:41:56.233-08:00walkingboy today was beautiful. i actually got out and walked for another mile. it took me 18 min to do the mile but it felt good. its weird not being able to walk as fast as i used to. Any way. i did it! And i have been in and out of the bathroom all day. something or rather maybe all the excersise is helping with the poo! lol. i dont know but i do know that sunday i re-weigh myself and hope that it is down a few more pounds!Whispers of timehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00252882169671595468noreply@blogger.com0